onedayyouwillsee

here I am, thinking about to just erase everything before this one, but still, it was me, a hell of a long time ago, but still, it was me, and who follows it anymore anyway, just feel like i need it again!

I live in London now, just for a few more months, but still, live here right now!

So much has happened here, obviously both good and bad, mostly good ofc, otherwise i wouldn't have stayed. 

The worst thing that happened was,like so many times before, a boy, you never learn, not ever! But this one was one of the good ones, he only made some really poor decisions, they tend to do that...Didn't hear from him for 8 months, and al of a sudden he came back last week, begged for my forgivness, he didn't need it, i already forgave him, i won't hold on to the past anymore. But still he has that magic on me, so we started seeing eachother again, and once again i walked into that trap! How do you not do that! It's insane! I'm not hurt, just angry that i almost fell for it.

But then, what does it matter, I'm leaving for 6 weeks in 5 days, then back to work my ass off for a few months before my bag is going to Singapore! 

Well fuck that, I'm awesome, now it's cuddles with my girl!

 

cheers <3